My hair has fallen out a couple times,
like it isn't already thin enough already.

My teeth are bad, they're sensitive
and I've even chipped one.

Haven't fasted for weeks
nor thrown up for days.

I have a feeling, though
that I'm not done yet.

I want to be,
it's just that I'm not.

If I could stop eating at night..
not purging, maybe I could.

Or..
just be skinny.

I don't know,
I just want to be thinner.

98 pounds
isn't good enough.

It will never
be good enough.